I believe god does everything for a reason and we all have a purpose in this world but I’ve come to a moment in my life were i don’t know what to believe or even think. Im stuck in a place were i don’t want to be, I’m out of motivation, and simply feel like everything is against me. I have so much to to look forward to yet i could careless, haven’t felt like this before. I don’t know how to explain how i feel, drained? i don’t know. Hopefully everything goes back to normal soon, hopefully.